Thursday, December 09, 2004

Looking out the window

I've been here before, sitting looking out the window trying to find a way to escape the feelings inside. It's the stillness and hurt after having removed something that has been so close to me. She was a part of my daily life, my daily routine, and all the time with me in my thoughts.

Again all the reasons and excuses for my worries and anger seems futile and stupid. Again my shortcomings are painfully exposed.

The distrust and frustration have finally taken its toll on us. To love someone that you don't trust is a curse. We both failed something that could have been so good.

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