Disappointed (Värnamo)

Today. Woke up at one. Ate. Made a couple of phone calls. Played tennis and ran a bit.
Wanted to chat with Samantha, but there was a thunderstorm outside and I couldn't go online. We have already ruined two modems here. That's how it is to live in the countryside. She said she was disappointed. Later I saw she had written "Even time and tide wait for no man, so why should I wait for you?" Made me hurt at first, then angry.